You Know I’m No Good

You Know I’m No Good

In “ You know I’m No Good” by Jessie Ann Foley, the protagonist, Mai, Goes through the struggles of young adolescence, while going through the layers of her self identity. Mai struggles to define herself in a world that seems to dictate her identity.

Throughout the novel Mai Go through conflicting personas imposed upon her by societal expectations, and family dynamics, and her own desires. She faces the pressure to conform to the image of “good girl” projected by her parents. As she has a very rebellious spirit within her. She struggles with her addiction and her emotional turmoil, reflecting on a deeper battle with herself to reconcile with these opposing factors of her identity.

Mai’s journey becomes quite a quest for self acceptance. Her growth underscores the theme that true identity isn’t fixed, but rather fluid, shaped by experiences and choices, and ability to embrace ones, flaws and strengths. Floey makes Mai the narrative in a way that relates with the complexities of a teenager’s life. It illustrates the impact of self identity on one’s life of belonging purpose in life. 

In conclusion, this novel is exploring what self identity is highlighted as a challenge and defining oneself with societal pressures and personal struggles. Mais journey towards self acceptance, serves as a compelling reminder, that true authenticity not only lies, not in conforming to societal norms, but also in embracing one’s uniqueness and finding the courage to live authentically. Fleys’ narrative really beautifully captures the universal quest for self discovery and truly making Mais relatable to young teenagers out there, possibly struggling with the same thing Mai is going through or thought-provoking for readers, navigating their own pets of self identity. 

The Brilliance of Natural Learning

The poem The Tables Turned by William Wordsworth is a thought-provoking piece of writing that critiques modern and conventional ways of learning, and also highlights the benefits of becoming enlightened, and connected through more natural sources.  With Wordsworth’s frequent use of potent imagery, comprehensive descriptions, and expressive metaphors, it reinforces his message of the necessity to rekindle connections with the natural world.

For example, the metaphor “One impulse from a vernal wood may teach you more of man, Of moral evil and of good, Than all the sages can.” Highlights how experiencing nature in its natural and beautiful glory as little as one time can bring a more surreal, and deeper awareness to someone, that of which even some of the best modern teachers/philosophers cannot replicate.

The phrase “Enough of Science and of Art” strongly emphasizes the need to become more in-touch within the great outdoors, putting traditional methods of learning information and gaining wisdom to a halt.

 

 

 

As I read the poem, I couldn’t help but draw parallels to my own life.  In an age dominated by screens and digital distractions, the poem’s message about the importance of immersing oneself in nature is more relevant than ever.  It serves as a everlasting reminder that, amidst the noise of modern life, we must not forget the healing and enlightening qualities of the natural world.  Whenever I feel overwhelmed or stressed, I tend to go for walks in an attempt to remedy my situation.  More often than not, I have been able to relax, and find peace within myself, as well as develop an appreciation for the unrushed growth of the greenery, and wildlife around me.  Going for walks has helped me grow my patience while I was observing the imperfect, yet captivating environment.  Not only that, it also helped me become more open-minded, as I was granted opportunities to be fully present in the moment, therefore allowing me to tune into my senses, and think about my life.  In short, nature has taught me valuable lessons about perseverance, resilience, and self-reflection through the use of it’s unhurried pace,  seasonal beauty, and its calming, everlasting presence.

In conclusion, The Tables Turned brings insight on the peaceful yet influential presence of nature that one may experience, while also contrasting the differences of documented wisdom, and natural firsthand knowledge.  William Wordsworth’s poem has brought forth a powerful reminder that though technological development can bring great benefits to society, we still mustn’t forget about the many resources and opportunities the natural world brings.

 

 

 

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Overcoming Fear

Overcoming Fear

“It matters not what someone is born, but what they grow to be.”

-Albus Dumbledore in Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire, J.K. Rowling


Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire by J.K Rowling focuses on Harry’s journey competing in the Triwizard Tournament, a competition involving students from schools across the wizarding world. Throughout Harry’s journey, he learns self confidence is key to overcoming one’s fears, which restrains individuals from reaching their full potential.

This quotation, by Albus Dumbledore occurred during a conversation with Cornelius Fudge, when Fudge argued wizards were superior in comparison to humans. Dumbledore defended humans and responded with, “It matters not what someone is born, but who they grow to be”.  Individuals should apply this quote to their lives as it is important for one to focus on themselves and not let failures or comparisons cause setbacks. People are only able to reach life goals if their attention is focused on themselves, rather than what others are achieving or receiving. In addition, self-doubt and fear of not being able to improve shouldn’t stop you from trying to reach personal goals.

Who Put Harry Potter's Name in the Goblet of Fire?

This quote is meaningful to me because I frequently compared my successes to others, which limited myself before I could reach my full potential.  Learning that people aren’t born with everything is an important life lesson for individuals to learn. To this day, focusing on myself as well as my goals is a priority. When I first joined ball hockey, I compared myself to my teammates as they were able to control the ball much better than I could. However, I began to improve as I gained more confidence and I quickly learned comparing myself to others was doing more harm than good. 


Now that I knew fear, I also knew it was not permanent. As powerful as it was, its grip on me would loosen. It would pass.

-Louise Erdrich, The Round House


The plot of The Round House, by Louise Erdrich revolves around Joe Coutts, a young boy, who became frustrated with the lazy investigation of his mothers attack. He decided to locate his mother’s attacker with his friends help. The Round House is set on an Ojibwe reservation in North Dakota.

This is an important quote for individuals to live by as fear shouldn’t cause limitations in one’s life. Fear, just as other states of mind, is not permanent and will eventually pass. People should not make decisions based on something this temporary. When people allow fear to consume them, worst case scenarios fill their minds, increasing self-doubt. Confidence is gained through the acceptance of fear, as it encourages them to try new things.

The Round House,' by Louise Erdrich - The New York Times

This quote is relatable to my life as I believe people should never be scared to try something new. The more people allow fear to control themselves, the more they limit and restrict their talents from flourishing. Last summer, my family wanted to go ziplining in Whistler. However, I was afraid of the heights and was unsure of going. My sister reminded me that this was a rare opportunity, which I should take advantage of. I thought about what she said and I soon realized that I would appreciate my decision in going. In the end, it turned out to be a good experience and I’m glad I decided to go. I realized my fear was temporary and after the initial scare, I wanted to go again.

 

Overall, these quotations reflect my values and beliefs when it comes to perseverance and self-confidence. Reading novels that incorporate inspiring quotations such as these, allow myself to reflect on my life and find ways to better myself. Applying quotes to my personal life motivates me to reach my goals and stay on the right path.


Citations:

  • https://www.cbr.com/who-put-harry-potter-name-in-goblet-of-fire/
  • https://www.nytimes.com/2012/10/14/books/review/the-round-house-by-louise-erdrich.html
  • https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Round_House_(novel)#:~:text=The%20Round%20House%20follows%20the,Cappy%2C%20Angus%2C%20and%20Zack.

Investigating Identity

Investigating Identity

Every day we consume different types of media, whether it’s movies, books, and art. Depending on what kind of media we digest, it shapes us as individuals. Ranging from things we are extremely passionate about to things we find disgusting and overall just verger. I have chosen a quote that I believe best represents my thinking.

You can’t live your life for other people. You’ve got to do what’s right for you, even if it hurts some people you love.” – The Notebook by Nicholas Sparks.

This film is about a pair of lovers, Noah and Allie, falling deeply in love with each other despite their different statuses. Unfortunately,  their relationship is not approved by Allie’s parents and Noah soon has to leave home to serve in World War 2. Ending their romance and relations, Allie finds another suitor. However, Noah returns after being gone for so long and lights the spark of love  between the two of them back on fire. Posing them with the question of whether or not their romance truly ended, to begin with. 

Now the overall meaning of the quote is to not allow another person in your life to be the main priority over yourself. Yes, of course, value and be devoted to your loved ones but never forget about none other than yourself. Because at the end of the day, the person caring for you is only you. You should be the priority over everything else. Some may see it as self absorption, stating that a person should care for themselves first. But the question I propose to you is; how will you love another person without being able to appreciate and care for yourself first? And will you truly be able to love this person to the fullest? For some it is possible, I can not deny this, with the correct circumstances, tendencies and intentions.

During my childhood, I used to always want to please my other peers. Always striving to archive their praise and gratitude. Causing me to do things that I didn’t want to or felt comfortable doing. Causing me to forget about my own principles, well-being. Causing me to begin caring for others who don’t value me as a person. I remember my first best friend during grade school. We would always be together since she was my closest friend at the time. During recess, we would always do what she wanted. I was more passive when I was younger, out of the fear of being rejected by her or her ending up being unhappy with my decisions. Of course, those were the times I would get mocked for my appearance or plainly teased. This would continue on until I moved schools. I like to think that it was the time period in my life where I just wanted to please others. In that situation, it was someone who I thought was my friend.  However, many things have changed since then. My focus has shifted more to my well-being and frankly, I could be careless about what others think of me. 

 

Some people are unaware of how much influence things have on us. Whether it’s in the forms of literature, art,  and even people. Those aspects in life do shape who we are as different individuals. So be careful, don’t let negative things consume you, and surround yourself with good people. 

 

 


Citations:

https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0332280/plotsummary/

IMDB, 2023, The NoteBook Plot, IMDB

Images:

https://pin.it/3nfBX5v ( men at desk/ title page) 

Gulizar Baki, Unkown, Unknown, Pinterest

https://pin.it/4TWljLD (screaming faces)

1977, Unknown, Unknown, Pinterest

https://pin.it/2dSCI3L (light heart )

The Hideous Human Angels!, Unknown, “heart full, head empty” by Giovanni Gasparro, Pinterest

https://pin.it/6Dg6fXl (pretty lady)

Leland Solomon Designs, Unknown, “Woman in Black” by Daniel Gerhartz, Pinterest


 

The Value of Self-Reflection

The Value of Self-Reflection

Poetry is a form of art for a reason. Art with words. Like a painting, the goal of the creator is to formulate some type of underlying meaning, to stimulate the thoughts of a reader. In the poem “Lady Liberty” by Tato Laviera, the contemporary and previous issues/flaws of the United States of America are highlighted. Tato Laviera is a Puerto Rican poet and playwright known for his work that explores the experiences of immigrants and marginalized peoples. This poem in particular is a powerful meditation on freedom and the immigrant experience. It is a celebration of the Statue of Liberty, which has served as a symbol of hope and freedom for many immigrants who have come to the United States, but it is also a reflection on the realities of marginalized peoples’ struggles and discrimination.

The Day The Statue Of Liberty Was Damaged By A Terrorist Attack | by Erik  Brown | Lessons from History | Medium

The poem really emphasizes the misinterpretations people have regarding the state of America. The Statue of Liberty is used as a symbol of America, due to the fact that from a distance, the statue looks perfect, however upclose there are imperfections, outlined in the lines “The fractured torch hand, the ruptured intestines, palms blistered and calloused, feet embroidered in rust”. This is the exact same situation regarding how people view America.  From far away or from outside, America seems perfect, with the “American Dream”, however when people come up close, and actually experience what America has to offer, the flaws are evident. Several issues have plagued America in the past, and in modern day, such as racism, crime, poverty, gun control, and inflation. In the poem, there is a direct reference to how America’s own actions create repercussions on itself. This is shown in the lines “discolored verses staining her robe”, which is referring to how America’s own policies have discredited its greatness, such as how the Declaration of Independence only accounted for white males, essentially leaving out other groups. With the reference to celebrating the 4th of July, and the one-hundred year anniversary of Lady Liberty, Laviera is emphasizing Americans to not celebrate success, but to celebrate how far they have come, with the remembrance of what still needs to be improved. The 4th of July and Lady Liberty can truly be celebrated once America becomes a unified nation of peace and acceptance, living together as Americans; not as white people, not as black people, not as Republicans, not as Democrats, but as Americans.

American hypocrisy - Chinadaily.com.cn

When reading this poem, it really opened my eyes to the current flawed image that America has as a nation. Being the most powerful nation on Earth, one would expect it to be flawless, but that is not the case. By all means issues do occur all over the world, but it is still our duty as global citizens to identify those issues, and spread awareness, so that together societies can acknowledge things to be fixed. Then we can celebrate. “When individuals look past their thought of self perfectionism, they look inward and assess their core values, allowing themselves to see what they lack.” After reading this theme statement, it made me realize how essential it is to use this in our lives. Self-perfectionism is very dangerous, because it can create false ideals about ourselves. We should always be trying to improve and better ourselves. Nobody is perfect, and there always will be things we can look inward and assess ourselves about.

 

Chart: The Human Cost Of The Israeli-Palestinian Conflict | StatistaAnother poem that stood out to me in a significant way was “We Shoot Children Too, Don’t We?” by Dan Almagor, an Israeli poet. The poem is a powerful and emotional reflection on war’s violence and tragedy, particularly the impact of war on children. It is a work that draws attention to the innocent victims of war as well as the human cost of war. Most importantly however, is the emphasis on the blatant state hypocrisy that is occuring, by Almagor’s own nation, Israel. In Almagor’s writing, he is having a moment of self reflection regarding the actions of Israel, such as whether or not the actions are morally correct, shown in the lines “Who do we think we are? Who gave us the right?”. The hypocrisy of Israel is directly referenced in the title, where the writer is asking himself how Israelis can accuse Palestinians of causing suffering to their nation and people when they have been doing that to them for the last forty years. 

 

In this poem, Almagor has turned his focus away from his own nation, and put value towards Palestinian people. He has used words to illustrate his process of trying to empathize and put himself in his enemy’s shoes, such as mentioning how the Palestinians are no less human. They have the right to live in peace, play in peace, and “love their wives and children” .The theme to be taken away here is to acknowledge the value of other people, not only yourself. There may be things that benefit you as a person, but it shouldn’t come at the cost of somebody else; they are the same living entity with a beating heart and a functioning brain. Almagor promotes the power of self-reflection before discrediting somebody else, since both people share the same value in God’s view. I feel like this is a very important principle to have in life. For me, learning how to understand different people and empathize with them is one of the biggest revelations that I have had, which has made me a better person. No matter how wealthy, strong, or smart someone is, we are all equal to God.

 

Images:

Self-Reflection: Moving Beyond “I Yam What I Yam”

https://medium.com/lessons-from-history/the-day-the-statue-of-liberty-was-damaged-by-a-terrorist-attack-1ca64488b97a

https://global.chinadaily.com.cn/a/202206/02/WS62980589a310fd2b29e6061c.html

https://www.statista.com/chart/16516/israeli-palestinian-casualties-by-in-gaza-and-the-west-bank/